New Year...I thought I'd start with a new blog design:)
So 2010 was HELL on EARTH and I am so happy I can finally put it behind me!! Can I get a WOOHOO!
This advent was a real treat for me. I am so happy that I was able to fully enjoy it. Being off work, I was able to get my outing daily and go to mass at the convent. The priest there has really had a positive impact on me. It is a small little chapel with about 20 nuns (3 of which are Carmelites...love them:). Mom has been going for years and they just love her. My grandma (her mom) took care of them weekly with meals and visits. Now that she has passed, my mom has taken her spot. They are so very lovely and just admirable. I met Mother Superior the other day and when I walked in the room, I had to take a deep breath. She looked like an angel. Anyways, this break I have really grown in my faith. The priest is very interactive with the audience and daily would talk to us during the mass. I loved this! With the readings focusing on the birth of Christ, Mary, Elizabeth, etc, I felt it was all perfect for me to hear. I just loved them. They meant more to me now then they ever had before. The priest would refer to me daily in mass....he called me his Advent Girl! hahaha. He really gave me such hope for this upcoming year. I really am going to miss this daily mass. It is a 9 and with work that isn't possible....I'm actually really sad about this. It really made my life so simply focused on the right things in my faithlife. Thank you sweet Lord for this special time...it really has changed me.
It's been about 6 weeks since surgery and man did it take a full 6 weeks and more to recover. I have a pretty good threshold for pain (I think). It's not so much pain I am going through, just soreness on my stomac, bloating (majorly), and lack of energy. I probably could have/should have rested more over Holidays...I thought it was going to be easy, but it actually was very difficult. It would have been easier after or before, not during. BUT I AM very THANKFUL it is all behind me, so no complaints there.
I have extreme soreness below my incision...about 2 inches to the right. It's still puffy and sore. I can't wear jeans comfortably yet...I'm ready though! I have been living in black stretch pants. I start back teaching on Monday (I'm really nervous about this being still sore). I hope my boss doesn't mind me wearing my black stretch pants! ha. I can wear dresses but look preggers and that is a tease.
I had my 6 week check up a couple days early (thanks to PPVI understanding I wanted to have it before I started work Monday). I'm starting anew and am excited. We have been given the green light to ttc. I can't imagine doing this right now but I better get over it! haha. If my cycle is shorter now after surgery, I should be ovulating soon. If it isn't, I should be ovulating maybe this upcoming weekend. I am excited to start ttc. I must admit I am a bit nervous though...I don't want to turn into who I used to be and that is crazy woman lying in all types of odd positions hoping something would help us to get preggers. I'm done with that!
Meds I am on:
1) Progesterone shots starting this cycle. Now I will finally understand what all you ladies have been talking about with these.
2) Biaxin (Antibiotics): This is for me and dh for the next 21 days. All the cultures came back negative but I did have a bit of inflammation in my uterus so this should help that.
3) Vitamins: Pre-Natal, Omega 3, 200 mg Calcium, 800 IU of Vita D (no iron), B6 (sustained release) 500mg.
4) Dr. Weil's Anti-inflammatory diet....I have to become a health freak! ha If anyone knows about this diet or uses it, please holler. I have some questions...not many.
5) Parodel: Dr. H informed me I produce alot of Prolactin, which is obviously one of my problems in my cycle. This pill will reduce those hormones.
Now that we have been given the green light, I am pretty even keel about my thoughts of getting pregnant. I realize it might not come soon or it might come soon. I'm just kinda there about this thought. I'm hoping this continues so that when I do get my period, I don't get all depressed. I have really prayed about this...
Random: Have any of you heard of JuicePlus and if so, what do you think about it???
Girls, in closing out this new year and ringing in another, I want to personally thank each of you for your support, love, and care. Although this year was hell for me, I found a sense of peace in this blog world with you...how crazy it is to me to say that the blog world saved me, but it did. I love my sweet dh, but there is something about the support of women that is so comforting. You have brought me to a new level in life. My faith has grown exponentially. My knowledge of IF has grown and although I thought that was (at first) a bad thing, I have learned so much about my body and find this to be amazing. If I could, I would personally hug and kiss your sweet cheeks. My dream one day is to have a blog girl retreat....Man, would that be awesome!
God bless:)
Lord,
This year I have a new phrase that the priest said to me daily. "Call into being, that which does not exist." Romans 4: 17
Please:)